One moment you are here, another there. To live calmly amidst frequent life changing scenes is a life skill that need to be taught from elementary. I learnt it quite late, in my 30s and still learning.
Thought at the moment, yesterday night we were in home, jolly and holly, playing cards. Today, in a hospital room. Every moment reminds to look inside for that which neve dies. Yet, here I stand wasting moments in the frivolous. It bothers me, but never awakens me, yet.